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Riley:

I was done with my work after a long day, and I was returning back to my apartment and to see my boyfriend of four years, Noah is a great guy, he has always had been there for me no matter what in those years. As I pull up to the apartment and get out of the car we share, grabbing my purse so I can shut the car door. After a long day at work for my stupid boss that fired me for not getting his coffee since his assistant had emotional break from being around him. And I somehow became his assistant. I was getting his coffee for a boss who is like that. But whatever, I will go job hunting in the morning, I step inside the apartment not seeing Noah in the front, so I thought maybe he was asleep until I heard moaning coming the bedroom. Our bedroom. My heart started to ache from what I was hearing. I went to the door to open it; I was able to see my boyfriend of four years cheating on me with another woman. Not until I saw her face that it was with my cousin Mandy. Noah turned around and saw me and the fool acted like it was not what it seemed. For Mandy, the bitch had no shame of not covering herself up. Let's just say I lost my wit. I gave Noah a solid punch to the face making him fall to the ground unconscious for a short moment. Then I turn my attention to Mandy, now I was able to see her scared. Good.

Mandy started to get dressed and leave the apartment before yelling out to Noah to call her. Noah came to and he started " Baby, it's not what it seems".

" Really?!". " How long have you been doing this!" I shouted out loud with tears coming down my face.

Noah never answered Riley. So, Riley grabbed a few things of her stuff and headed to the car leaving Noah behind begging her to forgive him. Riley found a hotel under her budget for the night. She cried herself to sleep for not noticing that her boyfriend was a cheater. And how her life changed in that instant, she has a feeling of being lost. And being so dumb for the act her ex-boyfriend played on her. I decided to get out of bed to get dressed and go look for a job after crying to much the night before. I cannot pity myself over a man that never cared, that never truly cared about me. I did my morning routine by getting dressed and making sure that I was ready for job hunting. I gave myself a lot of pep talks for the day because I was determined to find a job for myself and move on from the pain in my heart.

Few hours later....

I went to ten job interviews in one day and I am very tired to say the least. My feet are killing me from walking around all day for jobs. Half of the job interviews I went to would not even hear me out because I did not meet the standards that they were looking for. Meaning for one as I quote " you do not have enough boobs". Like what the hell.

The last place on my list of job hunting was a beautiful hotel that I came across. I would not mind working in a place like the hotel I am looking at. I went inside and was stunned how massive the hotel was but also how beautiful it was set up. I briefly saw a good-looking man stealing a look at me in the corner of the hotel. I went to the front desk to apply for any job opening in the hotel.  As I was talking to the front desk, I knew that the man was listening to my conversation until he came closer to me. He is very scary off hand; you could feel that he is a very cold and dangerous man just from the distance. He told me that he is the boss of the hotel, and he will decide if I will get any job here.

He took me in a closed area, which is like a closet, but it was a small office. But the conversations we had between each other vastly turned bad. In a moment of weakness, I jumped on him, kissing him which I knew it was bad choice for me to do this at this moment, but I did not care at the moment. The unknown man did not push me away. Yes, judge me if you want but I have not got anything from Noah, so I needed something to forget in the time and to forget the pain I had in my heart. Something that I will have to live for the rest of my life. But the next day ended bad for me, breaking my heart yet again but on my own choice. I grabbed my things and left the hotel, going back to my cheap hotel for the next few days. In those days turning into weeks, I was able to find a job for myself not knowing what was coming for me.

A few months later after throwing up in the new house I had bought for myself. Not understand why I was so sick but then, I got up from the toilet wondering why I was like this. Sitting on the bed trying to think to myself, then it clicked I missed my period. Oh shit! I got pregnant by that stranger back in the hotel. Shit! What am I going to do now? I slapped my forehead on being so stupid and then I knew that I needed to figure this out. I needed to make a plan for myself and for the baby that was growing inside of me.

But one thing is that I do not know the unknown man, I have no idea who he is, and I have no idea what his name is. However, I feel weird around him when I came face to face with him. Knowing that it is not safe to be with him since now I am possibly pregnant. And plus, would he believe me if I told him that I was pregnant? I don't think so.  I went to the market to get a pregnancy test to be sure, I needed to be sure about the results. When it was positive, I let it set in for a moment, to fully understand the position I was in at this moment. I have to make sure that I plan everything right for myself and my unborn child in the future. And nothing will stop me from getting what I want for my life and for my child.

Time past by:

Since I finished my shift of work at a long day. I am heading home, hoping I can rest and rest my feet. But I am not sure because of my children will be home since school finish. 14 years ago, I made a choice that got me pregnant not with one child but with 9 children at once because I was emotional. I ended up having 9 daughters at once. Yep. A complete nightmare.